Open DiaryI'm done...
Done with a world that doesn't want me or accept me.
Done with the life I have.
I don't wanna die. I wanna change it. Change my world, change my life.
I want someone that look at me and see me as I am, and love me for it.
Someone that is not afraid to hold me.
someone to be with me when I'm sleeping.
Someone, not to hold me when I fall, but to help me rise again.
Not someone to tell me, when I'm doing something wrong, "Leave it. I'll do it."
But to tell me "Let me teach you how to do it right"
To tell me "I believe in you and everything is gonna be okay".
Is it too much to ask?To be loved?
Perhaps for me it is...Since no one needs me but I need everyone.
Why is it that I'm alone like this?
Why is it that all around me is dark?
Why can't I be happy anymore?
Is it me?Because all my life I blamed myself for my life's failures...
Or is it the world around me that doesn't know how to say "Thank you.Even though you fail, you try and for that THANK YOU"?
Is it me?
Please, is it me
Nuno's thoughtsThrough this eyes
I see your agony,
your fear and desperation
You're in a corner screaming...
Saying that you don't fear me
Or dying in my hands....
But your lips lie
as the sweet sound of your heart
echoes in my ear...
Telling me the truth I wanna hear...
As you run to escape my cold lips
in your soft skin my blood
rushes trough my veins
making my body shiver...
As I eat your heart
I see the tears in your eyes
and your mouth trying to tell something...
Something that you tried to show...
Something I always knew and used to my advantage.
And now as I feel your blood in my mouth,
the worm of your heart and the touch of your hand
I know that you will be the one and only girl I'll ever love.