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Guilt

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I forget So I don't feel the pain,
The loss and the sorrow

I cry to wash away my guilt
and my sins.

I lie just to say I'm okay

But I'm not.
I remenber you

I remenber every single thing of you
and how you were and are still special to me

You hold my heart so many times
And all I did was watch your bones on the ground

I didn't felt your pain
as you felt mine

I didn't washed away your tears
as you washed away mine

I miss you so much now
like you missed me then

I love you
as you loved me
I was on youtube watching some videos of cats when I came across one about maine coons and remenber something. Better yet someone.
I sometimes want to forget but it is impossible. She was my dearest friend and she was everything. Even though I had and have cats this one was the most special one I had. Her name was Kikas, just like the cat I have now.
She was different and every time I remenber her I feel guilty. She was used to be home and needed protection and I didn't gave it to her.
After I moved to a new house she spent a day out of home and never came back. All that me and my mother find were her bones. :iconsadplz:

So this if for her :iconkokorox:

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